Sunday, January 9, 2011

i still can dream ;)

bummed my kids left today ;( sad I cant be with them. sad i am alone w/o a mate. a partner. just someone to love ;)

If i had a magic wand i would ding me a man ;) a good one. kind and sweet. smart and funny. someone i could look up to. someone fun. no more dark cloud angry types. someone who adored me.

hmmm i know good things come to those who wait and i finally realize that all the guys that were my pals were so sweet and kind. too kind i guess. but now i want a sweet guy. is it too late?

My sweet guy friends say no. I never had that family i wanted. I was always a single mom. i always had drunk or dry drunk guy that just wanted a mommy.

i like to baby a guy a lot so that is cool if i have a strong guy to baby me back.

then they got jealous of my kids hmm no, this time i want a man not another kid ;)

now im a kid for sure and i like to play but i think im always thinking always learning and doing and i need a really smart guy.

creative and passionate guy that likes to relax and is balanced. someone to travel with and share our dreams to cheer each other on!! ahhh I have never had that ;) I sooo dream of this

someone to be a family with my kids. someone who likes kids.

I like to be alone and together and talk and be quiet and still

someone open minded and gentle

must love animals ;) must want to travel with us as a family and with me alone. must love to serve others and help the poor. one that wants to better the world

Of course if i had all the money i needed i would buy a house to call my own and buy off my ex and get my kids back. to be with my children and have a home. a loving kind home with a mom and a dad they could look up to that is my dream.

that is my dream