Need I Must

Another year, another piece of wisdom and advice for me to see and hear from God. Looking back on another year of life, where I am at today is in a place of very slow pace.

I want to move in slow motion. Be intentional and focused. Not falling for the lies. Stopping to see the truth and confront it head on. Usually thru pray and strength thru God (and His ppl). People who talk, ppl who make me laugh, ppl who make me think thru music, art and film, writing. Hugs from my kids (and sometimes friends).

I have goals this year to know myself better and not be distracted by dating. To take a year off (since I failed miserably last year).

To practice capturing my thoughts and staying away from participating in evil. Who I hang out with and what I do. Reading the Bible in a year helps. Being in my Women's Bible Study helps. Homeschooling and serving in my Singles Group at Church keep me accountable to myself, God and others.

I have no interest in sifting thru guys that are not in love with God. To be in love with our Lord and practicing to strive for Holiness.

Learning, sharing, serving, giving, not sinning and where so, repenting. Showing a life that is blessed because you follow and want to obey God. Free of anger, fear and rebelling against God (and what's right). A gentle man that gives freely of his time, talents and treasures to serve God's Kingdom.

I am interested in being a good/better communicator with God and others. I am practicing being aware of my actions (and thoughts). In correction, learning, honing mode.

Good thing, bc I was getting tired and bored. So I prayed for a lift, a pick me up. So I am working on balance and improving all areas of my life. Me and God not me going to a guy to be my answers/fix (of the other side). It is hard to be real with yourself, but very freeing to live in the Truth and Light/Right. Only good or evil so I need to pay attention to how Satan uses everything against you, tricks you, knows your weak spots and is always on your heels to devour you and your loved ones. Wow, without the Holy Trinity I am doomed on that one!

Trying hard to be the person God wants me to be. Being a good example to my kids in mental, spiritual and physical health. In training mode.

Who am I? And What do I like (and don't like/want in my life)?  What is it that I want in my life for me, for my relationship with God and others?

I listed my wants in a guy last year, now I need to list what it is I want out of a relationship and what it is that I want In a relationship.

Good communication!
Serving God together first off.
A desire to follow God together and be an example to me and my kids (and others)
Spiritual Leader of our Home
No anger problems and no addictions
A life filled with Blessings for doing the right thing and serving God

A God Honoring Life Together in Joy & Peace.

Same Purpose and Calling. Ministry, Serving, No Fear, Willing to go where God wants you to, An Adventurer for God who wants to be My Protector and My Kids  ;) A Man That Knows God Is The Provider and you just have to be willing to work hard in all areas of your life and have Faith that God Lightens Your Burdens and Have Peace and Joy in Knowing God is In Charge of Everything. Excitement and On Fire for God and Serving Him and His People! Humble and Teachable and of course loves to have fun in life!

I want these things in me and my kids and when I meet the guy that fits this with us then I will be interested. Until then I am stoked to have My Life.