Tuesday, March 22, 2011

God gives me all I need

it's amazing how emotions are so attached to songs or feelings attached to songs i guess it is? Just the memories that a song can evoke, and the feelings attached ;) Beautiful, even if it is pain. A healing thru music. For me it has been anyway ;) When I listen to music and write, it inspires me. It keeps me company ;) I love the comfort of music and the joy it brings

I hate a key board like the one i am on now, yet i am very grateful. You know, that i have it at all ;) My cat and dog are playing all wild next to me and I love looking at the sunshine out my window.

I am very grateful for the sunshine and my great view. I love looking out my huge window and I love my private view ;)

Hiding away i guess i feel ;) yes in a city of 3 million ;)

near my county of 3 more million

that's a lot of peeps ;)

I guess I am a big city girl and use to having most anything you want at our finger tips.

But I am glad that also in a big city is a lot of poverty. I grew up with money and pretty much anything I wanted (except that dang Ferrari ;) So to see homeless breaks my heart. To see kids that live in shelters and woman that have it so hard just makes me ill. I can not stand for it and it makes me want to help.

I grew up with my mom and grandma always helping the poor. When I have money I like to give it away. When I have food I like to share

I am always getting clothes and giving clothes away ;) I like to give. I grew up to like to give more than get and i really like that.

i am still use to my comforts and gifts as i call them

i like a soft bed and soft pillows and blankets I like to be warm. I have soft sheets and pillow cases and I take them for granted til I stay in another bed. Some places I stay have wonderful bedding and some do not.

I drink my fav teas and coffee (even my creamer I am a snob about) But I think I would be ok with out all my perks. I do love a bath tub with hot water. And I pay extra to have my water cleaned.

I dont drink or smoke anymore and I love drinking my protein shakes that i make with blueberries and strawberries I take that for granted.

I love that I sacrifice what I want and do what God wants and I get gifts beyond my wildest dreams. Beautiful perfumes and all the movies i want to watch in private with no distractions ;) My favorite things. Time with my kids to homeschool

I love going out to dinner and eating all types of foods and I love that I get to do that.

Being a vegetarian is great in LA and OC but not so much if I lived in the mid west i guess

Today I pray that God uses me and my kids to help others in need ~ always

I pray to honor God and teach my children to be honorable.

I am glad that i know both sides to such extremes ~ That is the best gift I have ever received

No comments:

Post a Comment