Faith in humanity. Faith in God, Faith in yourself.
If I could sit down with Oprah or any other famous person in pain. Seeking. Searching. Look at Madonna. Two woman seeking as I a life time of pain. And man troubles ;) But God real true relationship with JC will produce that. But seeking and climbing up to God and what He wants for us in a life long journey (and pursuit of happiness) Joy, completeness.
I love being married to God as I say to myself. I love being alone with God and my thoughts. I love raising my kids to know Jesus. I love to study and learn. I am a Scientist by nature I think and I love to research.
I love to stay close to God. I like to not sin. I like to be as close to JC as possible. No I aint into hiding the truth ;) Thanks DC Talk ;) mmmmm I love music I love God I love serving Him!
Hollywood is godless says rick warren and I agree (I think he said that at church a few weeks ago ;)
God less ~ I want God More.
Pray and learn. Read The Holy Bible (before you say it is not real ;)
It is good to believe in something. Anything, heck in 12 step we say a doorknob can be your starter God ;)
Jesus Freak is a rad song as well as Born Again. Lot's of great Christians out there ;)
Movie makers and surfers and song writers. Singers and bands and moms ;)
Desperate Housewives For Jesus is my group ;) All my MOPS Mommies and Homeschoolers and Fellow Christian Sisters that teach their kids about Yeshua ;) and work for God
Desperate For Jesus.
I was desperate for happiness for joy for love.
I just wanted peace as a kid. All I saw was war. Death. Hate. Destruction. Well, I had a blessed joyous life too ;)
Now it became a choice.
The older I got it became a choice. I chose to teach my kids. I choose to teach them about God. I am blessed to live in one of the richest counties in the world. I am blessed to have some of the most beautiful beaches and weather and fashion ;) all around me ;) I am blessed to have the best skiing and Desserts around me too ;) And entertainment. Art, Culture. Food. Music. Churches. Cars, Purses ;) Rodeo is like Heaven to me ;) Great coffee too ;)
Born Again. I pray today for Nicole Brown's children and her family. She/they are from OC
I pray God lift's them up. I pray He uses them for Joy & Good and takes all their pain and turns it Mighty & For His Glory.
I pray for JC Dugard and her children Lord. I pray you lift them up and take the bad and turn it Glorious!!! I pray for all your kids God. I pray that you teach us. Help us See. Help us Hear. You Lord. Thru the pain, the hate and the shame rises beauty and Grace. Learning Grace. God's grace. How all the times I hated myself, hated God or hated people I was hating. I begged God to take away my hate for mankind.
So I got sober and learned compassion for drunks. Drunk moms (RIP Dana Plato my friend and fellow coworker as a kid). Drugged up drunk moms. I always felt sad for Brooke S. her mom was a drunk. I felt like she used her as a sex symbol so young and i knew what it was like doing the Dittos ads. I was happy to be a angry rebellious youth. I just also was an actress and a model. Hmmm??? I related so well when Drew Barrymore got sober. I pray today for little LL who is fighting her addictions (as causes) today.
I pray girls stop trying to be rich and famous and try to be healthy and strong and happy. Joyous and free of demons.
I am a demon fighter a crime fighter for God. Super Hero to Good and God. To see what other wont to say what others hate. To just be me and not car what others think. To just be me. To create and do that for God. To be musical and fun and have adventures for God. I never stay in one place too long and that use to bum me out. Now I love it ;) I embrace it ;) as all my fears.
I do not believe in fear.
Well, i choose God instead.
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